Soundtracks for Doubt

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1.
Black Box 04:52
I look at you and I can't see inside I send a message from my black box But you don't like it You don't like what you hear In the absence of the facts I look at you and I can't see inside We each believe what serves us best It's not a question of intent It's a question of... And I want out I reach for you and I cannot touch We each recoil from the Other touch A nervous laugh A non-aggression pact A hopeful sound from the black box And I want out In between is contested space What I feel is a spit in your face Eyes straight ahead on the train We couldn't think of another way And I want out
2.
Sister 05:41
Sister Do you remember How we found our voice together? Sister, where are you taking me? Will you ever see me again? Sister, you told me There are places we must go that no-one can follow But I waited by the door You don't need me anymore And love is the cheapest thing Sister I would sing you a song About how our time will come But there is no us Maybe there never was And I needed you so bad, in my famine years I dreamed of home I awoke to find we are at war We have always been at war And love is the cheapest thing Sister, come out from behind your hand so I can sleep I wish that I'd not sold myself so cheap
3.
Dead Stars 05:43
In the heavens inside me Every one of us is a star And when the dull star of my mind goes out, you'll go too As if you never were And the world turns Every man and woman is a star The street you used to walk The world is only concrete, deaf and dumb And in the lightning of my mind It is our kingdom And the world turns Every man and woman is a star In the trash on the floor, I found her letter never sent. All that was left of your life, in the trash on the floor. It's all we ever meant. And on the night you died I heard the train go by The sound of all we'll never be And for a moment I let myself pretend I knew why You would say no to life Every man and woman is a star
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Parsifal 06:33
Parsifal the angel man Keeps warm at night with his good intentions And though he knows his heart is pure He don't like what he sees in the mirror Good boy! This is a requiem for the one who starved on a diet of dreams This is a requiem for the one who fell in love and grew up to become a whore He sleeps in the filth of others' lives It is his hard-earned prize His innocence is ugly Because it lies This is a requiem for the one who starved on a diet of dreams This is a requiem for the one who fell in love and grew up to become a whore

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These songs were written in 2017 and recorded in 2018.
Vocals and acoustic drum parts were recorded in an abandoned building in downtown San Francisco.

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released June 21, 2018

Programming, synths, vocals and drums by Kevin Laird.
Engineered and produced by Kevin Laird.

Cover photo by QueerOccult; www.instagram.com/queeroccult/

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2020: During SIP,
NO has committed to a live show per month, with at least one new song per show.

Simultaneously, NO will be publishing Quarantine, an album of non-synth works, a song at a time.
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